You are invited to my pitty party
Where: Here on my blog
Today was my first day with kids/students back at school and my second day back to work; with my kids in daycare and I am so tired, so sad and frustrated. I missed Allie and Jack all day and I feel so sad that I am not home with them any more. I feel guilty that when I get home I am tired and I only have a few short hours with my kids before they go to bed. Well, that is if they don't fall asleep on the couch once we get home; like Allie has the last two nights. I feel stressed out that I am not able to get everything done that I want to and that it feels that there is so much to do. I feel like I won't be able to get through the year and all of this makes me feel like a terrible teacher and MOM!
I just want to be home and I hate that there is nothing that I can do to make this happen. Well, that is all I really have to say tonight. Sorry for being a downer, I just needed to vent and get all of this off of my chest and hopefully this will help make me feel better. I hope it works, someone said that this is supposed to be cathartic to get it all out.